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    October 17

    付出,寻找

    这世界上有两种人:
     
    1.)带给人们快乐的人
        -他们会牺牲自己的快乐
        -他们选择隐藏真正的自己
        -他们会把自己拥有的给身边的人  
        -他们会把身边的人放在自己之上
        -他们会第一个想起身边的人
        -他们或许流了许多泪
        -他们的心或许有很多伤痕
         ~ 就算他们累了,也会重新振作,不顾一切地带给身边的人无穷的欢笑,并给了大家
            属于大家的快乐
           
           
    2.)为自己寻找快乐的人
        -他们只望自己快乐
        -他们果断的拒绝伤害自己的事情
        -他们会极力寻找能给自己快乐的东西
        -他们会把自己放在别人之上
        -他们是幸福的
        -他们是快乐的
        -他们或许把痛苦建立身边的人身上
        -他们或许是自私的
        -他们或许是无心的
        -他们想要的是满足自己
            他们可能做到了,但,他们有否想过,身边的人内心的感受?
            可是,他们终究还是为自己找到了
            属于自己的快乐
     
     
     
    October 05

    =孤单中秋=

    六,
    上玄月高挂天边,
    心情犹如月型般,
    高高地挂着,
    苦苦地念着,
    默默地守着,
    安静地等着,
    轻声一叹,
    上玄月夜悄悄地...
    离开了...
     
    九,
    烈酒伴凸月,
    欲圆然有缺,
    铁心淌着血,
    乌甜送伤别,
    众言感心切,
    汉子把心谢。
     
    十,
    中秋月圆人团圆,
    天使歌唱满心愿,
    孤心一角填满全,
    孤单中秋东北间,
    却非染却天地间,
    人间依然喜团圆,
    只望全天乐连连。
     
     
    June 17

    On The Way Back

    3 more hours.....
    Lawrence called...to confirm the time..and he told me there will be someone following us to aiport
    When he got there...He introduced a guy..named Jimmy to me..
    I just answer him perfunctorily..
    Who knows..he is from MIRI!
    and..suprisingly! He is my AJK of the orientation year when i got into chung hua!
    hahah!! Group Leader Somemore!
    WHat a coincidence!
    We talked about all the seniors..Bout whre are they..Doing wat...hahah...
    OHYA!!!! MABLE got BF ALREDY!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! CANT BELIEVE TAT!!!! :P
    Reached airport..check in...There were SO MANY PPL!!!
    my luggage....24.5KG!!! >< Luckily tat guy didnt charge me..hehe
    went into the waiting area....had a quichie..bacon and egggggg NICE!!! xD
    Talked to Jocelyn..Her...Wan....then...go ON BOARD!!!
    hahah...i sit between window seat and corridor seat...
    Two Gals came in....they were frens i think...I gave them my seat so they can sit together..actually.. they are quite pretty...:P haha...if not how will i give them my seat?? rite??? :P
    8 hours...watch lion king..^^ and..ohya! jacky wu's show!! damn nice lah!! haha!
    Didnt really sleep well..the plane was so shaky...
    Reach kl airport...confirm my time..and gate...wat the hell!! need to transit KCH??????? OMG!!
    nvm...i on my laptop and watch jay chou's life concert..sing somemore! haha..quite embarrassing! =P
    went into my gate....who knows..fon low batt!! and....need to delay like 1 hour lah!!!! DOG!!!
    But nvm....i talked to an uncle from...KCH...but...working in DUBAI! damn rich!! He taught me a lot of stuff...Worked hard! wont regret! ^^
    change gate....to B11....damn...walked from one end till the other...
    hhaa..went on board! sitting wif...two japan guy!!
    quite a nice guy..hehe..but he spilt his coffee on his shirt! silly!!!!
    slept a bit..regained energy!!
    Waited in airport..heard someone's conversation..bout the match of Argentina..:P
    ready for boarding...
    :|
    the guy told me need to go immigration..dog..need to find the guy..
    NO ONE IN THE COUNTER!!
    I saw another guy from far..i went there..but he said need to go counter!! BUT THERE IS NO ONE!!!!!!
    went into the stupid office..found someone..who tell me need to go find the counter AGAIN!!!!
    at last..The first guy helped me....
    AND...
    I was the LAST ONE who got into the plane...nearly miss my flight..stupid procedure..
    In the plane...meet someone who really hates government..keep on complaining!! stupid...
    REACHED MIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Waited for my luggage..talked to an angmo!! she is also from Aust!! but Perth..But she likes Melbourne a lot!
    Walked out....see my mum....then...
    HOME SWEEET HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

     
    March 19

    Ipod Day~

    today..
    i went to church....i woke up at 10...^^
    so early...><
    the service today was bored...
    but...the topic today is very interesting and meaningful....
    is about forgiveness...
    after church..we went nando's for lunch..but...the lunch there sucks ><
    i will not be goin there anymore!! not nice!!
    after nando's..i decided to go and shop for my ipod....
    i wanted to go wif ivan..but...all of them move...haha
    luckily..they went to different places...but..i hv no idea where they went..
    first..me and ivan went to myer...the electronic stuffZ there really cool!!!
    especially the fridge!! so high class!!
    we decided to go other shops to hav more comparison of the price...
    we went david jones....
    WAT A SHOCK!!
    all levels are gal's stuff...we decided to leave the place at last...
    but..opposite the road still got another david jones....in tat dj...we found tat david jones got three parts:
       1.mens
       2.womens
       3.homes
    homes section is located too far away...so we went to a Hi-Fi Shop...i think is JB hifi? or watever name..haha..=P
    the price there is the same as myer's..we decided to go bck...hehe...
    before we went to Hi-FiShop..i saw many ppl play music along the street...so cool!!!
    after a few minutes walk...I GOT MY IPOD NANO~~
    i m very happy..really happy...
    on da way bck home..i saw fawn...she bought a jacket..haha...not bad =P
    at night...we went joggin..."we" includes me,wanz,heather,cheryl,melZ,fawn....
    i saw our hostel guyZ playin football there..i feel so shy ><
    after 2 round of jogging...i decided to hav a rest....
    melz so cool..she can dance really well...i enjoyed watching melz and heather dance~~
    but...a weird guy came to us....we left...>< too scary...~~
    we went to the field tat guyz play football....^^
    they invited me to play...i played..but...my skill sucks >< i shot 3 shotz..but neither of them go in..haha...
    the sky getttin darker and darker..ivan taught us how to play the "123" game..haha..really fun..but...at lasst i lost the game....haiz....i had been penalized to run around the garden..run...:(
    we went of for dinner at night....bout 9.15pm...but...>< anyway....yoyogi's unadon was quite nice...not bad....but...><
    i think tat's all for today....i did keep somethin as a secret..haha...don wan to make my frenz in miri worry bout it...but now i think should be ok already...recovered!
    March 18

    i "was" happy......

    today...i was very happy..but..is just a "was"...a"was"..
    this morning...i went to flagstaff myself...
    tat place is amazing!!!!!
    the only thing i can feel from tat place is "freshness"!!
    its a place tat free from pollution!
    its a great place for doin anythin...
    i feel like bringing her there...but i dunno whether i got the chance or not..
    i think she will be very happy if she was there...
    after one hour study...
    i went to hungry jack....
    alone again...
    nice......nice studying environment...^^ nice food too...
    it is really really nice to be alone..sometimes...when i get bck to hostel...
    i feel very stressed....dunno why...
    tonite..or maybe today..its 1am+ already..
    i was damn damn damn down.....haiz...
    why such thing always happen on me??
    i really dunno....i really wanna know the reason...
    forget it..maybe i m really out of the world...................
    i feel like i was being 敷衍(maybe a lot ppl donno wat this means) all the time...
    but...i will still survive!! i promised you b4..i will become strong...become mature!! ;)
    if the world is against me..i will become stronger and stronger!!!
    March 16

    Isolation+Meditation

    today i woke up at er....
    10am i think^^
    ivan called me...he is bck!!
    haha...
    i was readin my biology notes...
    after a moment..someone knock my door...
    i opened it...
    IS IVAN!!
    haha...he is still alive^^we predicted tat he would die in the air crash..but didnt..=(
    haha..anyway...he is so good^^ he bought us Crispy Creme...nice!! i ate two...so full..
    thanks ivan..for givin me such a nice breakfast...
    i isolated myself for whole afternoon...until 5...
    i went to melissa room..but they were goin out to watch rugby match...
    they called me to go..crazy...rugby...i don even know the rules!!
    at last....only me,dimple,andrew and fawn ate dinner...
    wanz is not feelin well..she went to have a nap...=(
    after dinner..
    i went save way wif fawn...fawn is really "egg-gy"..
    she bought eggs..omg..disgustin..haha...
    anyway..i bought LCM..3 boxes~~and also apple juice~~
    when we were goin bck from save way...andrew called and ask us to buy famous amos cookies for him..
    wat the hell..so troublesome...when we reach there..it was close!!! and it was raining somemore~~
    needles rain~~=(
    ofcourse..we then walked back to hostel...we met dimple and andrew..at train station..then we walked bck to gether...haiz..
    when i reached home..i ve nth to do..try to finish my bio...after tat..i went dwn and saw andrew and fawn again.waitin for pizza...=.=
    i saw heather!!! i had not been seeing her for more than 15hours already!!
    she gave me Crispy Creme again!! so touched....~_~
    after a while..pizza arrived...we went up to fawn & wanz room and eat...
    haha...
    a funny thing happened...andrew typed to edward using fawn's msn and said:
    DO U LOVE ME???
    hahaha...fawn turned crazy...and angry..hahah...
    and we were in trouble..or i should say andrew was in trouble..
    but..fawn is a good gal..she forgive us at last...thanks fawn^^ ofcoz..sorry too^^
    after we finished pizza..everyone have their own thing to do....><
    i called suk wan..and wanna call jia jia...but cant get through...
    i think tat's enuf for today...
    In conclusion(m i writing essay?? =P)
    TODAY IS A GREaT & SuCesSfuL day...i finally isolated and meditated myself^^
    March 15

    haiz..

    dunno why...
    i got a feeling tat...
    i m out of this world...
    totally out of this world..
    maybe someone will think i m crapping..
    but...
    tat's wat i feel..
    out of this world......
    >.<
    March 13

    phew.....finally.....

    Today....i don dare to wake up....i force myself to sleep.
    because...today is 13 of march..which is the day tat spm result paste on the notice board of SMK chunghua...
    its 10.30am..my alarm clock rang...i woke up..reset it..to 11.30am...
    it rang again...i off it...and continue to sleep....
    then finally i cant stand...its 12++pm already..
    i went down from my green bed...
    i switch on my computer...
    just started to download jay chou's qing tian..
    then suddenly..
    an unwanted phone number appear on my phone...6016874xxxx..
    i regonised this number..is chen's number..
    i answered the phone call..
    clearly heard tat chen's voice is full of happiness...
    wat appeared in my heart is the word "phew~~"
    my spm result is not tat bad..10a 1b..
    haha..mr phang..sorry..i still cant get a in my spm..=P
    haha..i think tat's all for today...^^